I know that I havent been on here for awhile, but that is because i had to take some time out to think about certain things in my life. i know many so to chase after your dreams and not to let them slip away but i am having trouble going after my dream of dancing! when i dance i feel like no one can touch me or tell me whats right and wrong. when i dance i feel like the world is a better place and that at the end of it, happiness will be there waiting for me. dance is just something that i love to do to keep me in a good mood and to tell myself that i can do anything i put my heart to, well its now that time and im going to do exactly that. i am going to put my heart into my dancing and i am going to have a grand time with it. well thats all for now
So I have been MIA from tumblr for some time and now I’m gonna start getting back into it. So every morning I wake up wit a tad pain in my heart a pain that I can’t describe. I feel like waiting for the right guy to come along is goin to take forever. And honestly I can’t take “forever” I am feelin lonely and just want to start my life over. I know I should be living my life to the fullest as an young adult but I love the idea of working. It keeps my mind off of things and I love that feeling. That’s all for now gotta get back to babysitting
A New Me… As a new year always comes along everyone says that in the coming year that they are going to “change”. some of them actually do change but others last maybe a few days, weeks, or months and then they change back to their old ways. But in the year 2012, I am going to try my hardest to always have a positive mindset and not let others or obstacles knock me down. When life gets tough the only option I have is to: not back down and to fight back no matter what.. So in this year I am not going to “change” but I am going to become a better person and learn from the mistakes I make as I go through the year.